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Michael has seen first-hand the devastating effects of addiction on the public, his profession, and himself. Michael began his career as a helicopter pilot in the U.S. Navy. After eight years, he became a Corrections Officer, Washington DC Police Officer, and then FBI Agent. In 2010, Michael became an instructor at the FBI Academy. In 2013, he created a course titled “Leading At-Risk Employees” geared toward Police Executives to help them understand alcoholism, prescription drug abuse, PTSD, suicide, and domestic violence as it relates to policies and procedures for their agencies worldwide. In 2019, Michael retired from the FBI but his passion for helping others continued. In August 2022, he graduated with a Master’s in Addiction Counseling: Integrated Recovery for Co-Occurring Disorders from the Hazelden Betty Ford Graduate School of Addiction Studies. He currently works full-time as a Behavioral Health Therapist at a large nonprofit hospital. Pulling from his personal and professional experience, Michael shares his thoughts on this sensitive, complex, and controversial subject.
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Many people just do not have the willingness to listen to others and learn how they achieved sobriety. Ego, our perceived intellect, and stubbornness get in the way. In this episode we discuss this topic, as well as the importance of getting active and committed to meetings.
This episode is sponsored by Retreat Behavioral Health. You can find out more information at: https://www.retreatbehavioralhealth.com/

Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Episode - 128 Medically Assisted Treatment
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
For a lot of people in recovery Medically Assisted Treatment (MAT) is a controversial subject. But does it need to be? I have seen many people struggle to achieve sobriety, and I have to say that MAT is a tool that may help many who struggle early on. In this episode, I discuss this subject and give you some insight from my experiences that you may not have considered.
This episode is sponsored by Retreat Behavioral Health. You can find out more information at: https://www.retreatbehavioralhealth.com/

Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Episode - 127 Willingness Is The Key
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Many people just do not have the willingness to listen to others and learn how they achieved sobriety. Ego, our perceived intellect, and stubbornness get in the way. In this episode we discuss this topic, as well as the importance of getting active and committed to meetings.
This episode is sponsored by Retreat Behavioral Health. You can find out more information at: https://www.retreatbehavioralhealth.com/

Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Episode - 126 Interview with Steve Click: Ohio ASSIST Program
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
Tuesday Feb 28, 2023
I interviewed retired Ohio State Trooper Steve Click about how the Ohio ASSIST Program helps First Responders deal with Critical Incidents.
This episode is sponsored by Retreat Behavioral Health. You can find out more information at: https://www.retreatbehavioralhealth.com/

Sunday Feb 26, 2023
Sunday Feb 26, 2023
Resiliency is critical to wellness and dealing with all that life throws at us. In this episode I interview Suzanna Hasnay who taught with me at the FBI National Academy. Suzanna discusses how and why resiliency is important for our life, career, and recovery.
This episode is sponsored by Retreat Behavioral Health. You can find out more information at: https://www.retreatbehavioralhealth.com/

Saturday Jan 28, 2023
Episode - 124 Ashley Addiction Treatment Center-Interview with the Co-CEOs
Saturday Jan 28, 2023
Saturday Jan 28, 2023
Ashley Addiction Treatment Center is a special place for many people in recovery. The founding influence was Father Joseph Martin who famously produced the "Chalk Talk" series in the 1970's and is still used extensively today. In the present-day, Ashley has evolved into a center that prides itself on utilizing the recent advancements in recovery research to help patients navigate the difficult path towards recovery. In this episode I interview the Co-CEO's, Alex Dentsman and Dr. Gregory Hobelmann about the great work they are doing and what they believe the future of addiction treatment is.
For more information on Ashley Addiction Treatment Center, check out their website at:
https://www.ashleytreatment.org/
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Sunday Jan 22, 2023
Episode - 123 Recovery and Spirituality with Ray Houk
Sunday Jan 22, 2023
Sunday Jan 22, 2023
Ray Houk is a recently retired Chaplain from the United States Navy. Ray has extensive experience working with service members who have suffered trauma as well as addiction. In this episode, Ray shares with us some of those experiences as well as the role that spirituality plays in helping those who are suffering navigate these experiences.
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Saturday Dec 03, 2022
Episode - 122 Sue Gilroy-Women-Self-Worth, Shame, and Trauma
Saturday Dec 03, 2022
Saturday Dec 03, 2022
Today's episode takes a little different direction where Sue Gilroy and I discuss the trauma and conditioning of women regarding their self-worth, shame, and trauma. Sue is from Australia and is a professional Life Coach, Registered Nurse, and has worked with management of Medical Centers in Singleton and Hunter Valley in New South Wales, Australia. This is an important topic that relates to recovery and women struggling in so many ways.
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Friday Nov 18, 2022
Episode 121 - Inspiration or Desperation-Bev Perez, ShieldUs
Friday Nov 18, 2022
Friday Nov 18, 2022
More First Responders die from their own hand than from conflict from a suspect. This is a real problem, and Bev Perez, CEO and founder of ShieldUs helps First Responders deal with trauma, especially suicide. If you are in the First Responder profession, or have a loved one that is, this episode is a must listen. Bev spent ten years in the Prince George's County, Maryland Police Department and experienced a traumatic incident herself. After healing herself, Bev created ShieldUs which utilizes holistic practices. Bev also conducts training, engages in motivational speaking, and is planning retreats that she hopes will begin in 2023.
Marian "Bev" Perez
Instagram: @Shieldus.app
_Bevebev
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Monday Nov 07, 2022
Episode 120 - Former NFL Player Ken Harvey on Setting Goals
Monday Nov 07, 2022
Monday Nov 07, 2022
Ken Harvey was an Outside Linebacker for both the Phoenix Cardinals and the Washington Redskins. He was the First Round, Twelfth Overall Pick in the 1988 NFL Draft, four-time Pro Bowler, played 164 NFL games and had 89 sacks. He played professionally from 1988-1998 and he has had an incredible journey. Ken's story is special in that he never thought he would make it to where he did, but through perseverance, determination, and above all setting goals for himself he was able to accomplish things few people ever will. I met Ken at a luncheon for the Loudon Serenity House, which provides affordable sober living opportunities for people who want to achieve long-term sobriety. Ken was the Keynote speaker at this event, and I thought his story was so inspirational I asked him if he would come on to this program. He did! Ken has been very gracious with his time, and I know his story will both touch and inspire you.
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Thursday Oct 20, 2022
Episode 119 - Tom Farley Interview
Thursday Oct 20, 2022
Thursday Oct 20, 2022
Tom Farley is comedian Chris Farley's brother, who tragically died from his addiction in 1997. I met Tom at a fundraising event for a recovery center and was deeply touched by his story of recovery and the work he is doing not only for his own sobriety, but for the community. Tom discusses his own struggles with addiction, and describes what life was like growing up in an environment where people were so focused on Chris' addiction, that they failed to address their own. Tom has a powerful message of hope and strength that will surely help those who are struggling.
rosecrance.org
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Monday Oct 10, 2022
Episode 118 - Radio Broadcast ”Can You Be Too Smart for Recovery?”
Monday Oct 10, 2022
Monday Oct 10, 2022
Our material is now being broadcast weekly on 96.7 FM WERA here in Arlington, Virginia. This episode is titled "Can You Be Too Smart for Recovery" and explores the reasons why people discount recovery programs to their own detriment. I also discuss why it is important to trust those that have experience, and more importantly have had success with recovery. This is a very important message for people looking to improve their lives through recovery and is also helpful for those who have loved ones that are still suffering.
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Wednesday Sep 21, 2022
Episode 117 - Never Quit-Recovery Is Possible-Sean MacMillen
Wednesday Sep 21, 2022
Wednesday Sep 21, 2022
Sean MacMillen has a powerful story of resilience and is an example of someone who kept persisting until the miracle of sobriety happened. Sean went through five inpatient treatment facilities, and nine or ten detox stays, but he never gave up. Sean says, "your life is on the line" and you can't give up. Today, Sean spends his time helping others and is an accomplished ultra-runner. Sean lives his life of service because "there are a lot of people out there hiding that could be helping others." This is so true, and Sean has remained sober through tremendous loss, and shows that sobriety is possible no matter what happens in life.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
HerrenProject.Org
Facebook: Sean MacMillen
Instagram: Sober_Sean_MacMillen
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Thursday Sep 15, 2022
Episode 116 - Buddy C.-What are You Putting Your Effort In?
Thursday Sep 15, 2022
Thursday Sep 15, 2022
Buddy C. has a powerful story of recovery and loss. Buddy discovered his faith was lacking something, then he began a study of Tao Te Ching that has helped him live a life free from alcohol. Buddy has suffered serious loss in recovery yet has remained sober through it all. He even wrote a book called "Powerless but Not Helpless" which is a meditation book of 81 verses from Tao Te Ching that can help live an alcohol-free life and have freedom from any addictive behavior. You will certainly not want to miss this fascinating conversation!
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Book: Powerless but Not Helpless
e-mail: buddycauthor@gmail.com
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Saturday Sep 03, 2022
Episode 115 - High Bottom, You Don’t Need to Wait-Susanne Navas
Saturday Sep 03, 2022
Saturday Sep 03, 2022
It has been said "you don't need to ride the elevator to the bottom, you can get off on any floor." Susanne Navas had this experience, finding sobriety before her drinking created the damage in her life that many people experience. You do not have to wait until it is too late. If you think your drinking is a problem, then it probably is. Susanne shares with us her experience, strength, and hope with her powerful story.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Susanne's website: http://www.therebootcoach.net/
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Monday Aug 29, 2022
Episode 114 - Pete Sousa-What Do You Want to Be Remembered For?
Monday Aug 29, 2022
Monday Aug 29, 2022
Pete Sousa describes his battle with addiction and how it took everything, then allowed him to rise to become the Morning Anchor at KWTX in Waco, TX, a CBS affiliate. Pete is also a Play-by-Play Anchor with ESPN, and hosts his own podcast called "The Payoff with Pete." While in active addiction he could have never guessed that life could be this good. Pete shares his experience, strength, and hope with us and says, "all we have is our experiences." This is so true, and this is how we help one another. You will not want to miss Pete's powerful story of recovery.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Podcast: The Payoff with Pete
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Wednesday Aug 24, 2022
Episode 113 - Just Keep Going - Kelly Thrush
Wednesday Aug 24, 2022
Wednesday Aug 24, 2022
Just keep going, get through what is in front of you. This sums up recovery! Recovery is tough, but you get through it one day at a time, one hour at a time, sometimes even one minute at a time...but you never give up, just keep going. In this episode Kelly shares with us his experience, strength, and hope, and discusses how he was able to overcome the shame and guilt of how his drinking caused significant health issues. This is a powerful story, and Kelly demonstrates the amazing things you can do with your life once you commit to recovery.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Thursday Aug 04, 2022
Episode 112 - Addiction Rescue with Dana Golden
Thursday Aug 04, 2022
Thursday Aug 04, 2022
In this episode we discuss the effects of addiction on the family and the resources that are available. My guest is Dana Golden the author of Addiction Rescue; The NO-BS Guide of Recovery. Dana is also a blogger for Psychology Today, a Recovery Coach, Family Addiction Coach, and an Interventionist. Her focus and passion is working with families struggling with a loved one's Substance Use Disorder. This episode is a wealth of information for family members as well as those that know someone struggling with addiction.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at FHE Health
DanaGolden.com
LifeRecoveryCoach.com
DanaGolden.com/quiz
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Wednesday Jul 27, 2022
Episode 111 - ”The Payoff with Pete” Interview
Wednesday Jul 27, 2022
Wednesday Jul 27, 2022
I recently appeared on "The Payoff with Pete" podcast hosted by Pete Sousa. In this episode you learn a little bit about my story and background as well as how the disease of addiction progresses. This is an interview full of all kinds of useful information that will equip you with information you can use to not only help yourself, but others as well.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at FHE Health
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Sunday Jul 17, 2022
Episode 110 - Melissa Hinton from Loudon Serenity House
Sunday Jul 17, 2022
Sunday Jul 17, 2022
Melissa Hinton started Loudon Serenity House after the death of her sister in 2019. In an effort to help those that are suffering from addiction, Melissa made sure that that Loudoun Serenity House followed the mission of providing supportive and affordable residential services to women and men striving for their best life, a sober life, free from dependency on alcohol, opioids, and other narcotics. Melissa and I discuss the need for follow-on care after treatment, and how facilities like this increase the likelihood of long-term sobriety. There is a lot of great information in this episode that will prove useful for those searching for recovery, or for those looking to help others.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at FHE Health
website: loudonserenity.org
e-mail: info@loudonserenity.org
Phone: 571-207-9000
Also on Facebook and Instagram
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Monday Jun 27, 2022
Episode 109 - Hilary Phelps - ”Are You Living or Just Existing?”
Monday Jun 27, 2022
Monday Jun 27, 2022
Our guest today is Hilary Phelps, and she shares her experience, strength, and hope. Hilary is an amazing woman originally from Baltimore, Maryland, who was the first of the Phelps' children to jump into the water and become a competitive swimmer. Hilary attended the University of Richmond where she studied Criminal Justice and Sociology, while competing on a swimming scholarship. Today, Hilary is involved in numerous endeavors including fashion to food to fitness to geo-cultural issues. She is demonstrating what can be accomplished with a life of sobriety.
In this episode Hilary discusses success, happiness, and how to live life to the fullest. She also discusses how success, fame, and the pursuit of perfection is not an antidote for depression or addiction. Everyone has the potential to suffer from these issues, but the good news is there is a solution, and Hilary explains what that solution is.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at FHE Health
website: http://www.hilaryphelps.com
Twitter: @HilaryPhelps
Instagram: @Hilary_Phelps
Snapchat: @Hilary_Phelps
Facebook: GenuineJoy
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Monday Jun 20, 2022
Episode 108 - Charlie Engle - The Penguin - Movement for Recovery
Monday Jun 20, 2022
Monday Jun 20, 2022
Charlie Engle is a fascinating individual who is celebrating 30 years of continuous sobriety in July. As part of his celebration, Charlie will be running for 30 continuous hours to honor sobriety and to raise funds for scholarships and research in an event called "The Penguin." This event will be taking place at Ashley Addiction Treatment Center in Havre De Grace, Maryland on July 23-24, 2022, and you can participate and contribute to the cause if you wish. Charlie discusses this event as well as how we can help our citizens and First Responders overcome addiction and Mental Health issues as well as things we can do to incorporate treatment into the Criminal Justice system.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
website: charlieengle.com
Book: Running Man: A Memoir of Ultra-Endurance
Documentary: Running the Sahara (Narrated by Matt Damon)
Instagram: @charlieengle
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Thursday Jun 16, 2022
Episode 107 - Irish Angel: Interview with Amanda Coleman
Thursday Jun 16, 2022
Thursday Jun 16, 2022
Irish Angel is a support network for Law Enforcement, EMS, Fire Fighters, and military. They provide education, awareness, and resources about addictions, PTSD, PTSI, TBI, depression and anxiety. They offer opportunities to inform, heal and promote a healthy lifestyle for First Responders. In this episode I speak with Amanda Coleman, Executive Director and Founder of "Irish Angel", who provides a wealth of information on what we need to do to care for those that care for us. I caught up with Amanda at "Police Week" this past May 2022, and she graciously agreed to come on to the show to speak with us.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
amanda.irishangel@gmail.com
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Monday Jun 06, 2022
Episode 106 - Turning It Around with Brian Granneman
Monday Jun 06, 2022
Monday Jun 06, 2022
Turning it around no matter what. Brian and I met as students at the Hazelden Betty Ford Graduate School for Addiction Studies, and we connected through our shared background as Police Officers. Brian discusses the progression of the disease of addiction, how it controls your life, and how you are ultimately forced to make a decision. Brian's story demonstrates how you can overcome addiction despite enormous pressure to continue using...no matter what. Brian's story is an inspiration for others and his continued service by training to become a counselor is a testament to how we give back in gratitude.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Tuesday May 31, 2022
Episode 105 - Jeff Thompson: Hardcore Resiliency
Tuesday May 31, 2022
Tuesday May 31, 2022
We are all a work in progress and need to adapt to whatever life throws at us. This is especially true for First Responders, but everyone can benefit from this idea. Jeff Thompson joins me today to talk about how you can be "the hammer, not the nail" as well as the need for self-compassion. Jeff is a New York Police Department Detective serving as the Mental Health and Wellness Coordinator. In today's episode he is speaking as a Research Scientist with Columbia Medical Center, Department of Psychiatry.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Twitter: @JeffTPhd
Website: 5daysofawe.com
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Sunday May 29, 2022
Episode 104 - Advantages and Disadvantages of Online and In-Person Meetings
Sunday May 29, 2022
Sunday May 29, 2022
The era of COVID brought us online video Recovery Meetings. This was something new, and in-person meeting have never been shut down before. Was this a good thing? It was certainly a great departure from how meetings were conducted before. In this episode I discuss the advantages and disadvantages of both, and you can decide.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Tuesday May 24, 2022
Episode 103 - A Year Working at a Treatment Center - Thoughts
Tuesday May 24, 2022
Tuesday May 24, 2022
I spent the last year working at an Inpatient Treatment Center as part of an internship. What a learning experience! In this episode I share some of my experiences with you and discuss some of the trends I noticed with the patients and the recovery world.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Thursday May 05, 2022
Episode 102 - The Battle Against Trauma - Michael Sugrue
Thursday May 05, 2022
Thursday May 05, 2022
Michael Sugrue just released his book "Relentless Courage: Winning the Battle Against Frontline Trauma". In this episode Michael discusses why he wrote the book and how trauma not only affects First Responders, but all of us. More importantly, Michael discusses what we can do to help overcome the scars of trauma and why it is important for all of us to understand this very important issue. Michael wrote the book with Shauna 'Doc' Springer, Ph.D. and the forward was written by Lt. Colonol Dave Grossman.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Mission 22
FirstRespondersFirst
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Friday Apr 15, 2022
Episode 101 - Find Your Why
Friday Apr 15, 2022
Friday Apr 15, 2022
Addie Betancourt discusses the reasons for becoming sober. "Find your why" is her mantra, and she discusses how coming to this realization changed her life. You can find your why, and you will change your life forever. Addie is the co-host of the podcast "Over a Cup of Coffee" with Jamie Church, and you are going to be inspired by her infectious personality and compelling story.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Sunday Apr 10, 2022
Episode 100 - Our 100th Episode! Reflections on Recovery
Sunday Apr 10, 2022
Sunday Apr 10, 2022
This is an amazing milestone for us, our 100th episode discussing recovery. I am joined by Lillie, who was in our very first episode, and she reflects on the first 100 episodes and the key takeaways from all that was covered. There were so many topics discussed and guests that have their unique perspectives on recovery. I also discuss my thoughts as well as what I learned while interning for the last year at a 28 Day In-patient addiction recovery center. This is an exciting time, and I am looking forward to the next 100 episodes!
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Wednesday Apr 06, 2022
Episode 99 - The Effects of Trauma
Wednesday Apr 06, 2022
Wednesday Apr 06, 2022
In this episode I am being interviewed by Dr. Robb Kelly regarding the effects of trauma in Law Enforcement. The fact is, we all experience trauma, and it has an incredible impact on our well-being on so many levels. This is certainly true for First Responders, but it is also true everyone. I have never met anyone that in recovery, or anyone struggling with getting into recovery that did not experience some form of trauma. Dr. Kelly describes how trauma and addiction are related, and most importantly, what we can do about it.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Website: robbkelly.com
Phone: 214-600-0210
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Friday Mar 25, 2022
Episode 98 - Lies People Tell with Frank Runles
Friday Mar 25, 2022
Friday Mar 25, 2022
Have you ever wondered about all of the lies people tell you? Would you like to know how to detect when people are lying to you? Frank Runles just published a book called Lies People Tell: An FBI Agent's toolkit for catching liars and cheats. It is an excellent book, and I have known Frank for years beginning when we were both instructors at the FBI National Academy. This book is useful in so many ways, but in this episode, we discuss how his tools can be applied to the recovery world as we try to help others, and we also discuss how we sometimes lie to ourselves.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Here are links you can use for Frank's book:
https://store.bookbaby.com/book/Lies-People-Tell
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09R2BSPQZ/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_bibl_vppi_i0
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Friday Mar 18, 2022
Episode 97 - Patrick Fitzgibbons: Dealing with Your Demons
Friday Mar 18, 2022
Friday Mar 18, 2022
Dealing with the demons you face is the beginning of recovery, and Patrick Fitzgibbons knows this as well as anyone. Patrick tells his story of how he was able to get well with the help of others, and how you can do the same if you are willing and open to suggestions. Patrick was able to get the help he needed, and his story is an inspiration to everyone who thinks that life will not or cannot get better. After years of serving in the military and law enforcement, Patrick serves as a National Outreach Liaison for FHE Health, has his own podcast, is an author, and is a coach and educator.
CJEvolution Podcast
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Monday Mar 07, 2022
Episode 96 - Mindfulness: A Discussion with Richard Goerling
Monday Mar 07, 2022
Monday Mar 07, 2022
Mindfulness, yoga, and breathe work are tools that can help all of us but is often overlooked. This is especially true for first responders and the military but is also true for everyone. Richard Goerling talks about these practices and how they can be used to help you improve your overall function and vitality. Richard has a long career in law enforcement and as a Health, Humanity, and Performance Coach, he teaches his concepts all over the country to include SWAT Teams, military personnel, and FBI Tactical Teams. There is a lot to learn in this conversation, and you will not want to miss it!
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Monday Feb 21, 2022
Episode 95 - Helen Bratton Discusses Recovery and Physical Challenges
Monday Feb 21, 2022
Monday Feb 21, 2022
Helen Bratton joins me in this episode to discuss the challenges she faces with recovery after suffering a severe stroke. Helen is passionate about helping people in recovery that face this challenge, and she is an inspiration to all of us. Helen joins us from Southwest England, and I really enjoyed and learned a lot from this conversation, and I know you will too!
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
helen@helenbrattonrecovery.coach
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Tuesday Feb 15, 2022
Episode 94 - John Kelly: Sometimes Heroes Need Help
Tuesday Feb 15, 2022
Tuesday Feb 15, 2022
John Kelly has a long and honorable career with the Broward County Sheriff's Office in Florida. This kind of career is not without its risks, and the risks are not always the physical danger. A career as a First Responder takes a cumulative toll on a person that has devastating effects on every aspect of your being, and it has to be dealt with for a long career and healthy life. John shares his powerful story with us, and his pain is being used to help others through a difficult career.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Website: lawenforcmentlifecoach.com
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Friday Feb 04, 2022
Episode 93 - Dr. Robb Kelly: You are Born with a Million Dollar Mind
Friday Feb 04, 2022
Friday Feb 04, 2022
Dr. Robb Kelly, PhD, also known as "The Recovery Expert," was born in Manchester, England, and during his early twenties worked at the elite and influential Abbey Roads Studio as a session musician with the likes of Queen, David Bowie, and Elton John.
Dr. Kelly shares with us his own story of addiction, and how he found sobriety. Most importantly, Dr. Kelly discusses how we should treat the problem, not the symptoms. He has worked for many years helping addicts and alcoholics to recover their lives from the disease of addiction. His theories are based on extensive research and behavior studies that he conducted over the last 20 years. He pulls the disease out of his clients and empowers them to fight their disease head on. His personal slogan is "Step out of the disease, and into the Solution". I know you will find this podcast both interesting and educational at the same time!
Website: robbkelly.com
Phone: 214-600-0210
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Monday Jan 31, 2022
Episode 92 - Disease of the Mind and Body
Monday Jan 31, 2022
Monday Jan 31, 2022
Many people question the statement that addiction is a disease. However, addiction is a disease of both the mind and the body. Alcohol is not processed the same way in the body of the alcoholic as it is for the non-alcoholic. In this episode I explain the difference, and how the genetic mis-wiring of the alcoholic is at the root of this difference.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
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Tuesday Jan 18, 2022
Episode 91 - A Conversation About Suicide with Paul Bertrand
Tuesday Jan 18, 2022
Tuesday Jan 18, 2022
Paul Bertrand is a retired FBI Agent and former instructor at the FBI National Academy. Paul currently works as a trainer for LivingWorks working to provide suicide training prevention solutions. This is a fascinating discussion centered around how to have a conversation with someone who is struggling, the stigma associated with mental health issues, and what we can do to help everyone around us.
This episode is brought to you by FHE Health. Find out more at fhehealth.com
Website: livingworks.net
Email: Paul.Bertrand@livingworks.net
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Friday Jan 14, 2022
Episode 90 - Substance Abuse, PTSD, Suicide, and What We Can Do About It
Friday Jan 14, 2022
Friday Jan 14, 2022
Chaplain Ron Perkins is someone who is in the front lines of confronting the issues of substance abuse, PTSD and suicide in the First Responder Community. Ron is a Senior Chaplain for Public Safety Chaplaincy, Inc. and describes what he is seeing in the First Responder Community at large and the resources available to help those that are committed to helping others. This is a conversation you will not want to miss and may be life changing for someone struggling through a profession that can be damaging to the mind, body, and soul.
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Phone: 954-494-5104
Email: ron@psc.com
Website: firestrong.org

Monday Jan 03, 2022
Episode 89 - Michael Sugrue: Post Traumatic Stress Injury
Monday Jan 03, 2022
Monday Jan 03, 2022
Michael Sugrue is a national speaker, veteran, and retired sergeant from the Walnut Creek Police Department in California. He is a peer volunteer at the West Coast Post Trauma Retreat and is an ambassador for Save a Warrior. Michael is a dedicated advocate for awareness, prevention, education, and training on Post Traumatic Stress Injury and First Responder Suicide Prevention. Michael continues to speak at Law Enforcement agencies all over the United States and you will not want to miss his message of hope and healing.
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National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
If you are suffering from a drug or alcohol problem, call this number for help: 1-800-210-7907
Book: Relentless Courage-Winning the Battle Against Front Line Trauma

Monday Dec 27, 2021
Episode 88 - Condemnation Prior to Thorough Investigation
Monday Dec 27, 2021
Monday Dec 27, 2021
The concept of a Higher Power is something many people struggle with. As a result, many people will not pursue a path of recovery because they think they will be asked to believe in something they do not want. In this episode, I discuss this issue and give you the perspective I have developed over the years.
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Sunday Dec 26, 2021
Episode 87 - Sharpening Your Ax
Sunday Dec 26, 2021
Sunday Dec 26, 2021
It is believed that Abraham Lincoln once said, "If I had an hour to chop down a tree, then I would spend the first 45 minutes sharpening my ax." Recovery is the same way; we spend a lot of time getting ready for the day when our sobriety is tested. It is the preparation leading into that day that is going to count. We need to "sharpen our ax" and today's discussion reminds us of the importance of preparing ourselves.
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Wednesday Dec 22, 2021
Episode 86 - Charlie Engle: Running Man
Wednesday Dec 22, 2021
Wednesday Dec 22, 2021
Join me for this fascinating discussion with Charlie Engle, Ultramarathon runner and author of Running Man: A Memoir. Charlie was also highlighted in the 2007 documentary "Running the Sahara" which was narrated by Matt Damon, where he, Ray Zahab, and Kevin Lin attempted to run across the entire Sahara Desert. In this episode we cover topics that include Charlie's recovery from drugs and alcohol, as well as the importance of fitness in recovery, and some of Charlie's upcoming projects.
Instagram: @charlieengle
Book: Running Man: A Memoir of Ultra-Endurance
Website: http://www.charlieengle.com
Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Saturday Dec 11, 2021
Saturday Dec 11, 2021
In this episode we discuss powerlessness, unmanageability, and how we want to "fix our back problem" by getting others off of our back. We also discuss how addiction is isolation, and how recovery is community. This is Part II of a presentation I conducted on 9/30/2021 titled "Addiction, Prevention, and Treatment" for the New Mexico Chapter of the FBI National Academy Associates. I want to thank Mark Pfetzer and the San Juan County Sheriff's Office for all of their support in making this event possible.
Website: guardianinitiatives.org
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Tuesday Nov 30, 2021
Episode 84 - Getting Through the Holidays Sober
Tuesday Nov 30, 2021
Tuesday Nov 30, 2021
One of the biggest challenges of early recovery is getting through the Holiday Season and staying sober. The good news is it can be done! In this podcast I discuss some simple concepts to think about as we enter this season.
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Sunday Nov 14, 2021
Episode 83 - Life Balance: Interview with Heidi Ramsey
Sunday Nov 14, 2021
Sunday Nov 14, 2021
In this episode we discuss life balance, pushing yourself to the point of injury, process addictions, and more. Heidi previously appeared in Episode 20 of this podcast, and she wanted to let us know what has happened since then. Heidi has married and gained a whole new perspective on life and balance. Please check out this tremendous interview, and don't forget to listen to Heidi's previous interview to hear the transformation yourself!
Heidi Ramsey's e-mail: hamarshall222@yahoo.com
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Friday Nov 05, 2021
Episode 82 - Lt. Molly Harris of Ohio ASSIST
Friday Nov 05, 2021
Friday Nov 05, 2021
In this episode Lieutenant Molly Harris of the Ohio Highway Patrol and I discuss Ohio ASSIST and the origin and purpose of Post Critical Incident Seminars (PCIS). The Ohio ASSIST Post Critical Incident Seminar (PCIS) is a three-day program that provides counseling, peer support, and education for Ohio’s safety services personnel, their families, retirees and coworkers. This interview has lots of information in it for everyone, so you will not want to miss it!
https://www.dpsohioassist.ohio.gov/
Lt. Molly Harris: ph. 937-645-0540
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Saturday Oct 30, 2021
Episode 81 - How Our Trauma Can Be Used to Help Others
Saturday Oct 30, 2021
Saturday Oct 30, 2021
My good friend Steve Miranda discusses how our trauma can be used to help others and their families. Steve spent a career as a Corrections Officer and has seen firsthand the devastating effects of trauma on himself, his family, and those around him. Steve has also seen how this same trauma can be used to benefit others in their struggles. You will not want to miss Steve's compelling story.
Email: smiranda@fhehealth.com
Phone: 508-951-3685
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger

Thursday Oct 28, 2021
Episode 80 - What is Reiki? Art Nieves Explains
Thursday Oct 28, 2021
Thursday Oct 28, 2021
My good friend and fellow FBI Academy instructor now retired Art Nieves explains what Reiki is and how it can be used to reduce stress and promote healing. We are always looking for tools to help us in recovery and life. Art gives us an outstanding explanation of this tool!
Find Art Nieves on Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/art-nieves-6533606
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Music-John Williams and the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. The Planets III, Mercury, The Winged Messenger